one more day

one by one
it comes and goes.

sometimes better, sometimes harder.

it has never been easy and it will not be.. ever.

getting used to it. or not.

Life is strange. never know what comes. never.
it is not a cliché. this is just how it is.

now i start yoga.

looking for my aurea mediocritas.

still.

not

you loose it and you give up.
you wake up and start again.

it is never how it supposed to be.

never the aurea mediocritas.

it is just not.

read the help yourself books.
talk to terapist.
write a blog.

haha.

i changed my life for that:





I have nothing else to say..

Next step

Next step.. From now on im going to continue my blog in english.

There are more reason behind this step what im going to specify later on... 

I have done some serious changes in my never simple and easy life., very recently, actually.

Just to keep the interest, i woukd give a simple moment what am i doing in this special moment.

16th of August 2016. 

A week before my 27th birthday. 

Im sitting on a bus, somewhere in Poland, heading to Lithuania from Berlin with a lithuanian husband and a lithuanian friend. I lived in London. A bit more than 4 years, actually. Than two weeks ago we just found out that it is not enough. 

Now im on a Eurotrip, destination is Canary Island around the middle of September. 

My friends are making jokes about me like i can't sit on my ass even half year. Hm, they are right. I can't. And you know what? I love myself like that.

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